My farewell to this blog and to Ra (the back story)

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So, as you can see, my relationship to Ra started from my being a client…all the way back in 2012. My first reading was a natal chart consultation and it was interesting because he accidentally put in the wrong birth time for me so we had to do the consultation again. So I sort of felt like it was fate that drew us back together. Our conversation was like we had always known each other, a certain kindred energy to it.

I was friends with him on facebook and over the next couple years we grew closer. I think what the defining moment or period was when I took his lightworker course. We had weekly meetings so we talked more frequently. Classes ended with a “maybe I should hit you up some time to see how your doing…” and things blossomed from there.

As we got closer, the weirdness started happening. One class we were talking about our favorite books and I mentioned to him a book called The Lost Teachings of Atlantis: The Children and the Law of One (I might’ve put that backwards). He was SHOCKED. Like it almost scared him because not very many people know about that book. It is out of print (last I checked) so it’s nearly impossible to get a hold of it. The website for it hadn’t been updated in several years either. It’s quite mysterious…almost like the book doesn’t exist but does at the same time. Eerie. So I instantly earned cool points for that.

Every since I was a kid, remembering my dreams was easy. I always remember several dreams vividly…like movies. As Ra and I got closer it seemed like my dreams got deeper and weirder. One class we had I told him a dream I had about Sekhmet and I just heard him gasp. “What is it…tell me tell me…” He expressed that he had done a reading before the class and he pulled the Sekhmet card. He felt that she represented me. What took the cake was a dream I had about his son and the sons mother. I dreamt about where they were and specific details which he had not disclosed with me. I also had similar dreams about other women he was involved with, needless to say…it scared him.

We soon fell out of contact with one another but that didn’t stop my dreams. Every time I was intensely worried about him and his well being I would dream about what was going on. Even though he was off the grid I would still email him about the dreams because I felt they had important information for him. There was no doubt in my mind that we were connected spiritually, deeply spiritually. I had known spiritual people but I never had the type of experiences I had with Ra.

Our first encounter was typical. We were both nervous. Time was limited to we didn’t really get too deep about anything. I couldn’t wait to see him again. But he went off the grid again and there I was having uprooted myself just to be closer to him to develop our connection, he disappeared. It hurt deeply to be so into someone, so connected and have no idea if or when you would see them again. The whole reason I was in Atlanta was because of him, then at that point I had no reason to live there. But I held on hoping he would resurface but he didn’t before I was forced to move back to Charlotte. My grandmother had a knee replacement and I was volunteered as her caretaker because I wasn’t working. After she was back well I think I either got a job offer in Atlanta or something drew me back.

A few months after I was back Ra finally reached out to me and we finally decided to meet again. The day we met up our home NFL teams were playing each other but I had to drive across town to meet him so I couldn’t keep up with the game. Once I was finally able to check the score I found that the teams had tied! I didn’t even know teams could tie in the NFL. We both felt this was a sign we were supposed to be together…car

 

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